I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. (yes, this actually happened)

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"

I am the gay male student that had to switch to another high school on my senior year, because I told my teachers that I was gay. One said that I was going to hell the other wanted to cure me.

I am the person that can not act/be themselves in fear of what others will think of me and if they will accept me.

I am your best friend, the same person you grew up with, and told your secrets too. The person you can't talk to anymore, because my partner is a women.

I am the daughter and best friend, the girl you raised and loved. Now you wont talk to me because i shattered your dreams of ever having children, And you your afraid of how to tell your friends about me and not be embarrassed.

I am the person, with the same fears, hurts, needs and wants as you. I bleed, I breathe, I understand, I Live.....With our hearts open and our eyes closed we are all the same people. Living life the best way we know how, with what we have been given.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong

Haha yeah it's been ages since I've posted anything or even wrote in a journal

Things.... Mmm well things are weird

Haha

Okay so here's a question for you's

You think you like this person, and you hooked up with them, but the thing is that they have this boyfriend who is a brother of your close friend, and you told him, and the doesn't seem to give a flying fuck about it all, and he doesn't care, they haven't seen eachother for ages, anyways, this girl likes you back, and everyone is saying that you should give this chick ago and see what happens between you two

What are you suppose to do knowing that you could be hurting someone else, but you also want to be with them?

Mmm sorry to have a little whinge but yeah I dunno what to do... ekk


Anyways

I shall post another story/poem/picture in the next week or so =]

I hope everyone is good, and you's have a good wonderful Christmas in the next few weeks =]

Name 11 people you can think of right now in your head.
*3 of whom must be the opposite sex
*After that tag at least 5 people to do this.

1. ~HalfMunchkin
2. ~X-Cold-Hearted-X
3. ~x-Paranoid-Heroin-x
4. *misslost
5. =nevergetfooledagain
6. *infernal-raynata
7. ~MissCrissi
8. ~187925
9. ~wease1
10. *shahath
11. ~samisox

1. How did you meet 10?
In a chat room on dA

2.What would you do if you never met 2?
Well i've never met her but I met on her online if that counts and if I didn't met her then I would be more stupid than I am already, since she's helped me heaps

3.What would you do if 9 and 11 dated?
I would be really pissed off

4.Do you like 7?
Yes I love her

5. Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
Um lol number 5 is old enough to be 6's mum

6.Describe 3.
It's hard to describe her, but she's nice, loving sweet, but then she can be mean, but underneath the meanness she's really nice

7.Do you think 8 is attractive?
No she's cute and I spent a few hours with her tonight in the city and an hour at my house

8.Tell me something about 9.
He's a gemo and were going to get married and have my unborn babies

9.Do you know any of 4's family?
Nope

10.Whats 5's favourite things?
Her family, writting, chatting, and taking pictures

11.What would you do if 10 confesses he/she likes you.
I would be flattered? aranoid

12.What language does 6 speak?
English? Uk? Australian? American?

13.Who is 9 going out with?
No one

14. How old is 8 now?
16

15.When was the last time you talked to 1?
Ages

16.What is 2's favourite band/singer?
Ah it's Chirma or something like that it's a metal band

17.Would you ever date 7?
Nope she's to much of a good friend

18.Would you ever date 11?
Nope

19.Have you ever seen 8 naked?
Lol nope but i've seen the top of her boobies

20. Tagged:
Everyone who I did about

And if you don't do it i'll be upset

Cecile and I sorted everything out (I hope) we just spoke and laughed, like old times, this time we opened up and shared our thoughts, it was nice, she means the world to me, I don't know what I can do without her, she has impacted alot in my life and if I could I would give her my life so she could feel how much she means to me.

Dear Cecile

For you I would sail cross the seas, fight off anyone just to see you, I would then give you my life so you could feel life and happyness, you know how to cheer me up, you know how to make me sad, you know how to piss me off, but in the end of the day, it's you who I think of and thank, you know what to do at the right moment even if it's not the smartest idea, we have so many memories together, I do promise you my life, and I will promise you my heart and soul, just remember, I would give you everything for in return all I ask for is your friendship and your love as a friend.

Jess

To Cecile

When ever you need a hand,
I will give it to you
When you need a friend,
Count on me to always be true

If you ever fall because of the rough times ahead,
I will carry you
If you ever become weak, because of all we’ve been through
I will fight for you.

When ever you are feeling lonely,
I will be by your side
When you need to talk about any thing
It is in me that you can confide

If you ever want to smile, because sadness has tempted you
I will make you laugh
If you ever need a hug, because your “so called” friends have left you,
I will be there to make it all right

When ever you are feeling depressed,
I will be there to wipe your tears
When you are feeling scared
I will help you conquer your fears

If you ever need to release you feelings, because of all that has happened
I will be your shoulder to lean on
If ever heartbreak comes your way,
I will be there to relieve your pain

When ever you need guidance,
Depend on me to be to lead you through
When you are feeling unwanted and abandoned,
It will be me saying “I care about you”

Whatever may happen, whatever comes our way
No matter what, our friendship will stay.
So always remember.

If you ever need a hand,
I will give it to you
If you ever need an unconditional friend,
It is me, who will always be true.

Today I got my left side of my lip piecered it hurt so much but now i'm okay I'll take pictures and show you ^^